well life turns out interesting if you think about it, things change and your still in the same spot. a couple years ago i was haeing an early midlife crisis, was working at burger king, had an old car that was ready to die. my relationship was going nowhere and i wanted to scream and just fall off the earth. now here i am, moved around for a year, got in a car reck, and a bunch of other shit happened. now here i am a year and some months later. i'm working at burger king again, i have a new car, i'm living in the same town, and my relationship is still going nowhere. and yet i'm happy again, how the hell does that work? who knows, guess i'll figure it out another day